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Thursday, January 21, 2016

Visit to Gangapur to seek Dattatriya's Blessing



It has now become a yearly event around October-November part of the year for last 4 years I have to quit my Job or I am forced to leave my Job.I am not sure what is causing this repetition ,one of the reason I recently came to know from a astrologer who is also a healer that in month of September Venus in my birth chart -Venus is Lord of 10th house (career house) in my chart - transits through my 3rd house which creates situation in my work place that leads to my losing Job around October-November  period.

After I lose my Job ,another kind of pattern has also been repeating for last four years.First reaction after I lose my Job is a feeling of nonchalance that stays for week or so ,I feel kind of proud about my ability not to attach much importance to my Job.But after that feeling of nonchalance wears off ,I feel an extreme anger about everyone who I feel was responsible for my losing Job and then after sometime I have same sense of anger towards myself for I think that have I been little compromising about my stance about work related issues and  little bit more humble with my colleagues ,I would still have had my Job.This phase of anger about myself and others is very painful and  unnerving phase I  have to go through after I am out of work.